Oh Boy, to wake up to another one of those days.

I really do wish I knew what caused me to wake up with days like today. Just that feeling of frustration & overwhelmed. But no real reason why. I have spent all morning studying the God's Word, in hopes of turning things around. I know and am very thankful that His is my strength when I am weak. His mercy is new to me every morning. He will give me courage, peace, & joy if I will just trust Him. And even though I feel that I do, there must be still a small part of me deep inside that doesn't. These are the times when we are able to see our true inner being. When we have troubled times.... I do know thankfully I have not where I use to be. I use to would worry, fret, get upset, frustrated, angry, you name it over even the smallest problems. And Oh how thankful I am that I no longer have that. I do however still have some bugs to work out apparently. However, I have an amazing God that will help me through all of them. I do believe that with all my heart, however I am human and wish it was easier; wish it was one of those "over night" things. That BOOM I was fixed. MAN, wouldn't that been great. I have heard about people who "get saved and BOOM they are a completely changed person" geesh. I have been a believer my whole life & am what I consider still a mess. But thankfully I am God's mess! It is so wonderful to know that He loves me despite my faults. And that no matter what He is here to help me.