Anyway despite my irritability I have a blessed day. Had to do a lot or redirecting of the mind and for me that's a full time job all on its own. I have one of those brains that go's 90-nothing 24/7. It just doesn't know when to shut up. But through all of this I am getting better at learning to ask Jesus for help, praise Jesus for his help, thank Him for his help, over & over until it has come to pass. I have learned over the years we can not just ask one time & expect everything to just happen right then, & when Satan is working over time to tell us lies we have to refocus/redirect our mind onto the truth, something right. And keep it there until is HAS come to pass. I can't tell you how many hours I have just set repeating "help me Jesus" over & over & over again in the past 6 months. But what I can tell you is it works! He will give you comfort beyond explanation about whatever is troubling you at the time. Sometimes what ever is bothering us we either don't know even what it is or we can't get enough bearings to find it in the word ourselves to find the answers or we don't know where to start. But HE DOES! Jesus knows what is troubling our hearts, He knows the root of the problem, He knows what we need; & most of them time better than we do. So all we have to do is call onto Him for help. Sometimes He brings things into our life that we know will irritate us just to bring us to Him.
My story after the loss of my 21 year old son to a terrible car accident
The Walk We Take
This blog is our walk, our way after the loss of a wonderful son, brother, & friend.
At only 21 years old our beautiful Dayton was killed in a horrible car accident and went home to be with our Heavenly Father.
Dayton Tyler Beard was a young man full of life. His love for family, friends, and our Heavenly Father surpassed many. He loved to fish, hunt, dance, mudding, horseback riding, working on cars and the Army; but his true love was others, he loved being around others, he loved helping others. That was one of the reasons he joined the Army. He had such an amazing effect on everyone he came into contact with, and that would be why he was loved by so many and will be greatly missed. It has been breathtaking as to how many people has told us he was an amazing man and how he has changed their life. This young man made an impact on this world. He was part of the 13th bravo 1st brigade 2-12FA, he loved being a soldier, son, brother, & friend.
Sunday, April 12, 2015
Be Blessed with Irritability
I have come to discover for me anyway that it is best to keep myself busy on difficult days. Yesterday, being the six month date we went to the gun show then to see Mark Lowery and The Martins. It was a good show, nice clean singing & comedy. And even though I did just about all I could do to keep myself busy, I found myself irritable. I believe it is just because... I have noticed I will have days like that (more this I use to.. lol) I am sure none of you have days like that right? You know, those days where your just frustrated, nothing in particular happened just frustrated and no real clue why, so the smallest of things will irritate you. I personally hate those day, I hate those days so much that I get irritated with MYSELF for being frustrated! Geesh! Am I the only one who does this?
Anyway despite my irritability I have a blessed day. Had to do a lot or redirecting of the mind and for me that's a full time job all on its own. I have one of those brains that go's 90-nothing 24/7. It just doesn't know when to shut up. But through all of this I am getting better at learning to ask Jesus for help, praise Jesus for his help, thank Him for his help, over & over until it has come to pass. I have learned over the years we can not just ask one time & expect everything to just happen right then, & when Satan is working over time to tell us lies we have to refocus/redirect our mind onto the truth, something right. And keep it there until is HAS come to pass. I can't tell you how many hours I have just set repeating "help me Jesus" over & over & over again in the past 6 months. But what I can tell you is it works! He will give you comfort beyond explanation about whatever is troubling you at the time. Sometimes what ever is bothering us we either don't know even what it is or we can't get enough bearings to find it in the word ourselves to find the answers or we don't know where to start. But HE DOES! Jesus knows what is troubling our hearts, He knows the root of the problem, He knows what we need; & most of them time better than we do. So all we have to do is call onto Him for help. Sometimes He brings things into our life that we know will irritate us just to bring us to Him.
Anyway despite my irritability I have a blessed day. Had to do a lot or redirecting of the mind and for me that's a full time job all on its own. I have one of those brains that go's 90-nothing 24/7. It just doesn't know when to shut up. But through all of this I am getting better at learning to ask Jesus for help, praise Jesus for his help, thank Him for his help, over & over until it has come to pass. I have learned over the years we can not just ask one time & expect everything to just happen right then, & when Satan is working over time to tell us lies we have to refocus/redirect our mind onto the truth, something right. And keep it there until is HAS come to pass. I can't tell you how many hours I have just set repeating "help me Jesus" over & over & over again in the past 6 months. But what I can tell you is it works! He will give you comfort beyond explanation about whatever is troubling you at the time. Sometimes what ever is bothering us we either don't know even what it is or we can't get enough bearings to find it in the word ourselves to find the answers or we don't know where to start. But HE DOES! Jesus knows what is troubling our hearts, He knows the root of the problem, He knows what we need; & most of them time better than we do. So all we have to do is call onto Him for help. Sometimes He brings things into our life that we know will irritate us just to bring us to Him.
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