Merry Christmas my sweet baby! I love you and miss you bunches
and bunches! And I just wanted to say thank you for all the pennies you have
been leaving over the past few weeks for us to remind us that you are here. You
are sooo missed here. I seem to be spending more time thinking about you and
wishing I could see you than I do anything else. But I am so thankful to know
that one day I will.
I missed you soooo much today. And would have given so much to
have you here. But I would take you out of paradise for anything in the world
no matter how much I love and miss you.
I must say I have. This past 2+ months have been hard. Missing
you is putting it mildly. I guess that's because I love you more than any words
can ever express. You will always hold a part of my heart. When you left a part
of my heart went with you. I spend so much time feeling lost, but thank heavens
I can follow the light of the Lord which is a way better path than any other.
Melinda LucasDayton Tyler Beard
Well I went by to have one of our chats today. Oh how I miss
them. Thank you my sweet angel for being with me every day.
Well bub, this Xtreme Winter Confidence in Branson Mo has been
fun. 1 more day to go. And as thankful as I am for getting to be here with all
3 of your baby brothers I can't help but feel very sad and guilty because I
never got the opportunity to go with you and Troy Wayne. I find myself thinking about
you pretty much the whole time. Like boys Dayton would hate this band or even
Dayton would be flirting with that girl. Haha. I miss you so much. And to you
and TJ I am so sorry I never got to come with you. I love you both to the moon
and back. Xoxo to heaven 1st class to you.
— 
feeling
incomplete.
feeling
incomplete.
WOW! Setting here and I look over towards the kids and Kyler Beard was laughing and I had to
take a double take because I totally seen Dayton! I mean I have always said they
looked alike but wow not that much.
Well, my sweet
angel 2014 has been the hardest year of my life so I am glad to see it go. But
trying to look onward to 2015 with out you in the picture is something I am not
looking forward to. I find myself still checking my phone to see if you had
called, checking facebook to see that handsome face of yours and ready your
"today's positive words", I even find myself thinking about when I
can make the next trip to Colorado to see you. Christmas was hard, I seen so
many things that I wanted to get you, and even picked up a few before realizing
USPS doesn't deliver to heaven. I still walk around lost most of the time, it
is something that I don't even know how to explain, but I truly feel like part
of me is missing. I also find myself being very homesick for heaven way more
than I use to. I guess because I know that you will be waiting there open armed
for me and I will finally get another one of your wonderful hugs. I know
someday the hurt will get easier to deal with. And I know you would want me to
move on, and oh how I try, but it seems like every single thing I do /see/hear
reminds me of you. Missing you is putting it mildly. I love you baby - Happy
New Year in Heaven.
— 
feeling
lost.
feeling
lost.
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